Memories/ Brenda (Mom) It's March 7th and it's snowing like crazy outside, I am home alone, just thinking and remembering when all 4 of the kids were young and it would snow. We had a blast. Janet, Angie and Kim would come over to our house and the kids would all play in the snow. My dryer would run all day drying gloves, hats and socks. I would make the kids hot chocolate. There was a place at home called Logan Hill and we would take the kids up there with sleds and let them slide down. I remember one time my Mom (Grandma Evie) took Jake and Rae Lynn to Logan Hill and sat in the car for a long time while they slid down and walked back up the hill. Finally she was ready to go home and she got out of the car and hollered for them while they were at the top. She said, "slide down one more time and then we are going home". Well, they slid down, but after that they didn't come all the back up the hill until she got out of the car and threatened them. We laughed about that a million times. Jake and Rae Lynn together we so close, and the were dandy's together when they were young, and they knew how to push all of Grandma's buttons. Then there was the snow mobile Janet and Alan bought. There is not a big demand for snow mobiles in Southern IL because you rarely get to use them. The kids had a blast with it because it finally came a big enough snow they could ride it everywhere. For three days we all stayed up at Mom & Dad's (Grandma Evie & Grandpa Jack's) and the kids rode the snowmobile from daylight till dark. Then the snow started to melt and we all went back to our own homes, leaving the snowmobile parked in Mom and Dad's front yard. Well, once the snow is all gone you really can't ride it anywhere, so it stayed there until sometime at the end of summer when Alan finally figured out someone to get it back to his house. The kids have told the story about that winter a million times. It's wonderful to have memories that make you smile. You never know how important they are until you have to draw strength from them to get through each day. I miss Jake saying "Hey mom remember when we......" and he would talk about something we all did or somewhere we all went and just laugh.....making all of us laugh with him. He had such a deep love for all of us and for his friends.....and we all loved him just as much as he loved us. I still can't believe that he's gone, I am not sure I ever will.
Jake's first Christmas in heaven, Please take the time to read this. / Brenda (Mom) To our family and friends,
Our first Christmas without Jake was just the we all thought it would be, very hard and emotional. My children have a way about them that is comforting to me and their dad. I would like to share some of our special Christmas moments with you all in honor of Jake's First Christmas in Heaven
I picked up a present wrapped in silver & gold that I thought was from Denice and read the tag, it said, Mom, this is for you from Jake, I have usually bought his gift for him anyway, why should this year be any different. Love ya, Denice I opened it and it was a beautiful frame with this poem from Jake in it:
Merry Christmas From Heaven
I still hear the songs I still see the lights I feel your love on cold wintry nights
I still share your hopes and all of your cares I'll even remind you To please say your prayers
I just want to tell you You still make me proud And stand head and shoulders Above all the crowd
Keep trying each moment To stay in his grace I came here before you To help set your place
You don't have to be Perfect all of the time He forgives you the slip If you continue to climb
To my dear family and friends Please be thankful today I'm still close beside you In a new special way
I love you all dearly Now don't shed a tear Cause I'm spending my Christmas with Jesus this year.
My mom read the poem out loud for our family, what a special and touching moment it was.
Kayla, Chad & Kynzee got me a memory bag. It had a charm key chain attached to it with two charms on it. A dragonfly and the number 21. Also inside was a journal and a memory book. One the front of the memory book was a dragonfly, insides were sayings and on the back of each of those pages were notes from these very special people in my life. Some of the saying:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away.
The life given us by nature is short, but the memory of a well-spent life is eternal.
Learn from yesterday, live for today and hope for tomorrow.
If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd walk through a garden forever.
Follow your heart wherever it takes you, and be happy. Life is very fragile and only loaned to us for awhile.
IMPORTANT DEFINITION #1..... We will always Cherish 1. to hold dear 2. to treasure, adore, value, love 3. to keep deeply in mind the many, many memories that we so happily made with Jake in the few short years that the Lord allowed
IMPORTANT DEFINITION #2..... Our love is Eternal 1. without beginning or end; everlasting 2. neverchanging 3. never stopping 4. something timeless, uninterrupted and will last Forever for always and endlessly, forever now
IMPORTANT DEFINITION #3 We can all take comfort in knowing that he has found a paradise known as heaven. Paradise 1. Heaven 2. A place or state of great happiness 3. perfection or beauty and peace
They put together a photo album with the picture of Jake and I hugging on the front and some of our favorite pictures of Jake inside.
For their dad, Tyler, Kelly, Kayleb and Dane got him a lighter with a dragonfly on it. It was such a sweet moment between father and son. Mike heart was touched, it was written all over his face. Jake love Coheed & Cambria (which is a band) and Chad, Kayla & Kynzee got him a Coheed & Cambria wallet. He is so proud.
This wonderful family that we have made our first Christmas without our son here on earth a special one. As heartbreaking as it is, each of us gave one another comfort in remembering and honoring Jake in our own special way. He was here with us...in our hearts, thoughts, smiles, tears and memories, as he will be everyday, for the rest of our lives.
We love you all, Merry Christmas from the Schloss family
The holidays / MOM The holidays are fast approaching us and I wonder how we will get through them this year. We all miss Jake so much just on regular days that it's hard to breath. I want to scream until there is no scream left in me, but I know it won't help. I just miss my son, everything about him, every minute of my life. Jake loved the holidays so much, especially Christmas. He always wanted to help decorate the house. Last Christmas him, Jeff and Steve put lights on the front of our house, which is an A-frame, Not an easy task, but he loved it. After they were up and turned on he got into his car and drove up the road so he could see what they looked like when people drove by. He was so funny when it came to his Christmas gifts, with his boyish charm he would always try to find out what he was getting from everyone. He had always been that way, I think he got that from watching his sister Denice do the same thing, every year. When Christmas came they didn't have to many surprises, they had wiggled it out of one of us or peaked and shook the present under the tree. We had a great Christmas last year, everyone was there even both sets of grandparents, that hadn't happened in years, ironic, don't ya think. I wonder how it would have been had we known it was our last Christmas with Jake. Everyone stays all night with me on Christmas eve eve, we all play games and hang out together, then we open presents and have breakfast together on Christmas Eve morning. It's weird how the family rituals that always meant to much to us are a sort of dreaded event this year because part of us is missing. If he were here with us this year I think he would have loved it even more that years before, the kids are a year older and so much fun. Kayleb and Kynzee are 2 years old now (need I say more). Dane Jacob will be 1 year old the 29th of Dec. and he is walking and in to everything, I look for him to climb the Christmas tree this year. Drake is 6 and the video came king, that would have been ready to challenge Jake. Will (6) and Anna (5) will be excited to be home for Christmas, they called Jake- cheezy-poof :) and he loved to tease them and make them laugh, and then there is Sydney, whom he called Princess. All these kids were Jake pride & joy, it's overwhelms me that he won't be there to see the excitement on their faces on Christmas Eve morning. I know the holiday season is going to be very hard for us, especially this one. Pray for us all, Brenda
4 am / Jeff Stone (Brosef) I can't sleep and I found myself here. Jake was the most influential friend I have ever had. I have lived a lot of different places, met and known lots of different people, and no one stands out like Jake. Mel and Mike and I went to see Coheed in Chicago on the 2nd, and I know it was the show you would have wanted your Dad to see. Hell man, I know for a fact you'd have traded April 06 for this one. They played like this 4 song medley that started w/ "Junesong Provision->Everything Evil->Devil In Jersey City->Everything Evil". But hearing those songs (even though they didnt play Delerium Trigger) brought tears to my eyes. I know you were there, but I have to rub it in. I have turned this into a ramble, so i will end with that.
I MISS YA MAN, I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS
To Jake's mom & grandmothers / Shirley, Nana To Heather Griffith
My heart aches for your loss, especially so, since my 21 year old granddaughter, Heather went to be with the Lord on June 23, 2007 at 8:38 a.m. on a beautiful, sunny Saturday morning. She was so full of life and we miss her so. But I also know that nothing ever happens to us that God doesn't allow. I tell my daughter, Heather's mom, that we will never be the same again, but it is up to us to allow God to use this terrible tragedy to make us better and not bitter. Heather left behind a beautiful baby girl, Hadley, who is now almost 7 months old. We will cherish this little piece of Heather and pray that God will keep His loving arms around her and will guide her as she grows up. I pray for you and your family, that you will be comforted, as only God can comfort and that you will be filled with His peace which passes all understanding. May God bless and keep you in His care.
miss you / Lisa Kearney (friend) Jake I missnyour hugs to!!!!!!!!!!!!Luv Lisa
Happy Birthday Jake! / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )
Thinking of you all today / Lea Ann (friend) Just wanted to let you all know what a wonderful loving family you are. It makes me sad to know that I never got to know Jake, but I feel like I do from the wonderful stories you guys share with me about him. The love you all have for him and each other reaches out to me and makes me feel like part of you all. I will be thinking of you all today and sending up prayers. I know that today will be terrible, but I know that you are all there for each other! Happy birthday Jake!!! You have the best family a guy could have asked for!
Happy Birthday Jake. / Beverly Brown (Thomas Allen) (Visitor)
WONDERFUL and SAD! / Tammy Knees (Friend) I just wanted to say what a wonderful time Saturday was. Even though it was an emotional day, it was a day well spent! I have never heard Chad and Tyler play and I was so impressed. My Chad, what a wonderful, wonderful voice you have. More importantly, the strength that this family has is unbelievable. Chad and Tyler: What courage it took to put this on and for the two of you to perform for the reason you did, I can only imagine how hard it was....
Brenda, again, what to say to you? The effort it must have taken to get up there and talk is again, a confirmation of your faith and strength.
As each day passes, the sadness fades a little, but knowing how much Jake would have loved this day, still hurts the heart that he wasn't there in body, but NO DOUBT he was there in spirit!!!!! You could feel it, well, I DID anyway....
I hope that you all find comfort in knowing that Jake will never be forgotten, and Brenda: YOU DID A WONDERFUL JOB WITH YOUR CHILDREN. HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH, because you are a WONDERFUL PERSON....
Love always!
Tammy
Comfort to family / Sharleen Hess (passereby) Mommy to duane-mounger.memory-of.com. Comfort to family / Sharlen Hess (passerby) I am so sorry for your loss. I am where you are and it has been since Jan 2007 I lost my 30 year old son to a sudden heart attach. He left a 4 year old girl, 7 year old girl and 10 year old boy. He was the most perfect Dad I have ever seen. Most 30 year old dads do little or nothing for their kids but he did everything. Loved to play with them more than anything. He was the baby of my only 2 boys. My son living is 32. My life is not whole anymore and never will be again. I know I must go on but it is hard. Every day is s struggle to just get out of bed. The hardest thing about death is what is leaves behind as we must live on. I know daily you must cry because I still do. I cried when I read what you wrote about your child. I pray God will allow you to have another to replace the empty void in your life. Please never get too down because we can get too caught up in grief and the ones we still have feel less important and forgotten. Love the ones you have left. If you have to cry, just cry and then go on. I wish I could take away our pain but we must deal with it and go on. Just be thankful for the time you did have him and remember God has a reason for everything. We sometimes do not know what it is until later years but it will be okay and know people are praying for your family. I am so so sorry. I cry tears for your family because I know the feeling. I also ask to wake up from this bad dream but it is not a dream.
Love and prayers always, Sharleen Hess mother to duane-mounger.memory-of.com
THINKING OF YOU TODAY / DIANA SMITH (COUSIN) I WAS THINKING OF ALL OF YOU TODAY. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT TO COME TO. THIS IS SUCH AN HONORABLE WAY TO PAY TRIBUTE TO SUCH A WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN. YOU ARE MAKING HIM PROUD. MAY GOD COMFORT YOU EACH MORNING YOU WAKE UP. MAY THE ANGELS SURROUND YOU AND PROTECT YOU. EVEN WHEN WE SEE NO WAY PLEASE GOD GIVE PEACE TO BRENDA'S MIND TODAY AND LET HER REST. THIS IS MY PRAYER FOR ALL OF YOU. LUV YOU YOUR OKLAHOMA FAMILY
Brenda, Chad, Tyler and Denise / Paige Huff (Cousin) I just wanted to let you guys know that you have been in my thoughts and prayers quite frequently. I would like to plan a trip to come and visit again, though we may not talk and/or see each other much I love you guys. I pray that you find comfort and peace each and everyday.
I CANT EVEN IMAGINE / DIANA SMITH(CROSSNO) (COUSIN) BRENDA, TYLER, CHAD AND DENISE, I CAN NOT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH BUT ONE THING I KNOW IS THAT JACOB WOULD BE SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU FOR KEEPING HIS MEMORY ALIVE. YOUR FAMILY HAS ALWAYS TOUCHED MY HEART, THE WAY THE KIDS LOVE THIER MOMMA IS SO SPECIAL IN EVERYWAY. THE WAY YOU LOVE YOUR CHILDREN. YOU ARE SPECIAL BRENDA AND SO ARE YOUR CHILDREN. I JUST REMEMBER THOSE BOYS PULLING UP TO US AT AUNT BECKY'S FUNERAL AND MY HEART EXCITED TO SEE THEM(ALL TOGETHER AS USUAL). JACOB WAS A WONDERFUL MAN AND HE WILL BE MISSED BY EVERYONE THAT EVER KNEW HIM. WHAT A SPECIAL BOY!!!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND I WILL VISIT THIS SITE OFTEN AND WILL POST MESSAGES FOR ALL OF YOU BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING LIKE HAVING A CLOSE FAMILY LIKE YOURS AND ALL OF OUR FAMILY. THANK GOD EVERYDAY THAT WE ALL Have a close family. I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND HOPE I WILL GET TO SEE YOU IN THE NEXT MONTH. MISS YOU JACOB, YOUR MOTHER LOVED YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF, WE WERE ALL BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN OUR LIVES, I HOPE I SEE YOU ONE DAY SO YOU CAN MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE YOU AND YOUR BROTHERS ALWAYS DID! LOVE YOU JACOB DIANA
Thank You / Reitha Holtzman (Aunt) I just wanted to say THANKS to you Jake ! We all miss you with every inch of us and if love and determination could bring you back baby youd be here today! I think often about all the good times we all had together it was and always be a blast at the SCHLOSS ranch! But through this tragedy I have learned how much these kids lives were wrapped up in each other I knew that the bond was special But honestly I think most of the time when bad things happen to good people there is a serios lesson to be learned. And through this tragedy Erik has taken a long look at the road of life he was on and has totaly done a180 degree turn. And I know that JAKE has helped him with that! So with that being said I ThanK You Jake for being YOU , A beautiful person with a heart big enough to bear the weight of the world! I know that you are continually watching over each of us And even though your not here walking with us you are still impacting and changing the hearts of many the way you always have!!!!!!
I am so sorry about the loss or yall's brother Jake, I know it's hard and sometimes unbareable! Almost 4 yrs ago I lost my older brother B.J. and I know how hard it is loosing a brother. The pain you feel is so raw and it cuts deep, deeper than you ever have known before. I want yall to know that my prayers are being sent to you even now in hopes of some comfort and peace. I am truly sorry that yall are having to go through this! Sometimes you force a smile onto your face hoping no one sees just how much you are crying on the inside. May God be with yall and keep watch over yall each and every day! God Bless, many many prayers!!
Kayla Outlaw
I owe it all to you / Alex Burton (cousin) When I was younger I used to love to visit the Schloss family. I felt so welcome and at home in their house. And a big part of that was because of Jake. I remember Jake used to treat me just like his little brother and I felt so lucky and privilaged because Jake was such an awesome guy. I always felt that Jake and I had a very special bond and I absolutely loved it. I know for a fact that my sense of humor stemmed from his. I thought he was just the funniest guy in the world and I'd go home and strive to be just as funny as him. I didn't get to see Jake that often, but it was always a blessing when I actually did. I remember one time specifically when Jake, Chris and I got into a debate on who looked older, me or Chris. Jake said I did and he threw in "Hands down more attractive too." I doubt he was being honest, but I'm sure he said it just to lift my spirits. And of course it was of no offense to Chris, because I'm sure he was used to Jake picking on him. He never really picked on me like he did Chris. It was almost like I was Jake's little apprentice. He used to instruct me on the right and wrong way to pick up girls and have me practice the pick up lines he taught me on him. It was hilarious! I don't think I've ever missed anyone as much as I miss Jake. He is one of my major idols and he always has been. I will never forget you Michael Jacob Schloss!
Your cousin,
Alex
Everything Reminds me of you! / Rae Mosier (Cousin)
Another sleepless night were all no stranger to. Going through hard times with out you here bud. Downloading some music thinking how everything reminds me of you. One thing about it is I could always count on you to be there for me. We were best friends, we were Logan Hill days at Gma Evies, we were smokin cigs at the club house, prank calling, harrassing the Gunters,home made deep fried tacos, home video King and Queen, we were golfing buddies and driving without a license. We had a special bond ,we stuck by each other no matter what. I was there no matter how long you took to do your hair in the bathroom when we were younger, you were there no matter how bad I hit the golf ball. You were there walking me to my first day of class at central, you were there for my first boyfriend, first homecoming,heart break, first car wreck, first booze cruz always the first one to call me on my birthday, and the last one to leave on our crazy family functions. Jake just miss you so bad and really need ya right now pray that your looking down watching out for us . Goodnight
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